Dear Narcissist

 Dear Narcissist, 

I am happy for you and your achieved goals. You had the goal to have people like you through personality changes. You used me and your kids for your self-fulfillments. You now have kids to use to inspire you instead of inspiring them. Your daughters are not proud that you are disrespecting their mother and doing inappropriate things. They are not proud of the financial and living situation hardships that you have put their mother through.  

I am happy for you that you have good kids that are entirely raised by their mother. You use your kids to represent the "good" you, which in reality you did nothing but work, look at porn or any other self-pleasurements, go home and do your own stuff. 

I am happy for you that you chose not to mature because you have a system where you will get help from people or your father not taking accountability for your own choices.

I am happy for you being so aware of what is happening. You asked me if you were like my first ex (his bad behavior). I find this appalling. Later, I realized that you knew who you were. Congratulations on making this happen to me...AGAIN. 

I am happy for you not having a need to work hard and do better for yourself, your loved ones, and make the world a better place to live. 

I am happy for you not taking responsibility to think about bettering yourself, kids' future, housing, and things that could make a difference today. 

I am happy for you that you had someone, an empath like me, who was very open to you, birthed two kids, who were very supportive of you, encouraged you countless times to grow. Instead, you used these times as bailouts and silently killed me. 

I am happy for you to choose me as an empath, which attention would make her day, instead, the attention was abused.

Love, 

An Empath Mother